I am a very inquisitive person. I have always liked to know how things work… the reasons why things are done a certain way… things need to make sense to me. A cognitive thinker you might say. (Cognitive: acquiring knowledge by the use of reasoning, intuition, or perception; relating to thought processes.) This however has not always been a good thing!
The good part of this is… I am pretty good at Trivial Pursuit, Scrabble, Sudoku, word finds and crossword puzzles… none of which you can make a living at!!! Ha! The bad part… I am an over-thinker! If something doesn’t make sense I struggle with believing or following along. This way of thinking can make things tough as a follower of Christ. There are so many things that will not make sense to my human brain. Many times what I am reading in God’s Word gets stuck between my brain and my heart. I can be like a spoiled child and demand God to explain to me why things are the way they are, but how much good does that do? Or I can completely trust that He is in control and has it covered.
On the outside I might look like I am cool, calm & collected… truth is… there are times I can go from 0 to 100 in panic-mode! I hate that about myself! It use to happen a lot… poor Luke in the first few years of our marriage! The times are now fewer & farther in between, or maybe only 0 to 10! But I really don’t want any panic in my life anymore!
Reading in Psalm 131, I was shown how that we can be like the child who is still demanding food from the momma… we fret and cry and demand God to do what we want Him to do in our lives. Or we can be like the weaned child who sits on the mother’s lap content and satisfied.
Are there things in your life you just do not understand? Maybe you are demanding things from God that He knows is not in your best interest. When is the time you learn to be humble, patient, content… trust Him with your whole being and circumstance… even when you do not understand God’s reasoning? I am not saying you shouldn’t ask God… He wants you to bring your desires and requests to Him. What I feel this is saying is that no matter how long you have to wait for His answer… you trust Him with faith and patience not fret and worry. Like it says in Psalm 131:3 – “Hope in the Lord from this time forth and forever.” After all, divine logic is so beyond humane thinking or understanding!
Do not fret or have any anxiety about anything, but in every circumstance and in everything, by prayer and petition (requests), with thanksgiving, continue to make your wants known to God. Philippians 4:6 (AMP)
Ask yourself, do you want to keep living in anguish and worry or are you willing to wait in faith, hope and peace??? Can you trust Father while He works it all out in His good, acceptable and perfect will? I would say that is a resounding, “YES.” It is not easy, but it is easier when we get our stinkin’ thinkin’ out of the way.
Remember… nothing is a mystery to God. God is always the same! His faithfulness will never cease!
Rejoicing in Truth!